We all evolve. Sometimes for the better. Sometimes for the worse. Occasionally, we stop long enough to realize we keep starting blogs and deleting them because we lost interest in writing them or Netflix is just more tempting to do than to attempt to write in some cohesive manner.
Netflix mostly won although, my struggles with Fallout 4 culminated in me taking a long break and playing Warcraft instead. I have a 120 leveled Death Knight with great legs.I spend almost every night doing one or the either or both or playing some Star Wars Commander (a fairly mindless game while catching up on personal emails and business.
Work mostly consumes me.
Also developing Arthritis and Tendonitis this fall changed most of what I can get out of my life on a daily basis. You learn to live with the pain first. There are NO QUICK FIXES with that. My knees are at a constant dull throb but flare into full-blown pain on a daily basis.
Then you discover that you complain about it and suddenly you're yelling at kids to get off your lawn and hating modern music.
Yes, you are now an old man.
It sucks.
So I went back to daydreaming. I write mostly on Twitter and as a result, I mostly gave up on the blogs. I can admit now that I burnt out on blogging big time. I just would sit down and stare at the screen before going to Warcraft as a means of survival.
So where do I go from here?
I don't know. I still work part-time and take care of my mother. I have so little time that I end up so tired that I cannot write like I once did. I feel so depleted at night and feel like there's never enough time to work on my fiction. I write a fair amount of Twitter poetry each week, then share it to a Facebook page.
I am planning to reorganize my patreon and Website. So that will change.
I just realized this blog is not as interesting as the idea of it sounded as when I started it.
Anywho, I am back and will be writing more interesting blogs and maybe just maybe a youtube video
until then you know the Drill.
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